Saturday, January 9, 2010

To Simply Wait



I find your tactics repulsive and your lies manipulative, but it doesn't matter, I'll still be here when you mess up.

Friday, January 8, 2010

To Fade Out



I don't know. Sometimes, I feel nothing, and I'm so afraid. Afraid I'll stop feeling anything at all. I'll just slip away inside myself.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

To Find Humor In It All



It's funny how the less you talk, the more you begin to realize it was not meant to be. It's funny how slow it began, and how fast it ended. It's funny how he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him. It's funny how when you finally moved on, he came running back.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

To Free Fall



The funny thing about love is that you never know how hard you're falling until you hit the ground.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

To Repeat My Mistakes



I've been through hell && back. I spill stuff, trip && embarrass myself. Nobody's perfect. I've been lied to, cheated on, and had my heart broken. I've screwed up and I know I'll do it again. But every hit was worth it because I felt it. I knew it was real. Life is real. And I'm living it wrong everyday. I'm screwing up royally && I do everything in reverse. But, will I regret one single thing?? Never. Because at one point, what I did was what I wanted && I got my satisfaction from it. My life is mine && no one can screw it up for me anymore. I'm the real deal && I'd love to see you try and break me.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

To Confess Nothing



I'll never forget what you did to me; but I'll never let you know I remember.

Friday, January 1, 2010

To Take Me Away



So, please, just be patient. I'm so afraid to care about someone. I know it seems like I'm this strong girl who can get through anything, but inside I'm very fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, & each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering.