Wednesday, January 20, 2010

To Reach Out



Sure there’s plenty of other fish in the sea. But there’s also sharks, seaweed, and toxic waste.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

To Let It All Out



After all this while, I really expected things to go back to normal. And I wanted things to get better, but you never really left my mind all this time.

I hate this feeling, it's like I just don't know you anymore.

Its four in the morning and I still can't get you out of my head. The music's just not drowning out the voices and the lyrics just aren't numbing the pain anymore.



It’s really hard to imagine life without you in it.

The truth of the matter is, I still believe in you. The truth of the matter is, I don't think I'll ever stop waiting for you.

Did you really expect me to go to the same places and see your face every time, and not to cry myself to sleep at night?



No, I won't go so far as to say that I'm fine, too much of what I felt for you remains. I'd like to believe in the healing hands of time, but the truth is I really can't say if I'm getting better or just getting used to the pain.

I bet you didn't know that before I fall asleep, you're all I think about. That as soon as I wake up, I can't get you out of my mind. I bet you didn't know I love you. Because that's just how much you don't care.

You asked me if I was alright, and shocked; I looked at you. "After ignoring me, you ripped out my heart, threw it on the ground, and jumped on it several times. Yeah; I'm alright, dumbass.”



I'm tired of people saying you're not worth my tears. If you weren't worth it, I wouldn't still be crying. You don't know it, but that boy changed my world. You'll never know how much he meant to me.

I think it’s pretty much impossible to forget someone who once was the only reason you smiled. You can’t just forget someone like that.

Sometimes I really wonder how stupid it would seem to you. How I sit here with my eyes never leaving the screen of my phone waiting for your new text. Or refreshing the screen until it says that you're online. Or how when I miss you I read the things you told me months and months ago. I really wonder what you would say if you knew you meant that much to me.



I know someone better is out there, but I always find myself hoping you'd come back to me. Only wanting you.
I miss you more than anything...please say hi soon.

Monday, January 18, 2010

To Still Feel You Here



There are things that we don't want to happen, but have to accept.
Things we don't want to know, but have to learn.
And people we can't live without, but have to let go.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

To Feel You Coming Back



Just because I got over you doesn't mean there's days when the feelings don't come rushing back.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

To Just Be Us



And this is you and me. And me and you. Until we've got nothing left.

Monday, January 11, 2010

To See It Coming



Our story had three parts: a beginning, a middle, and an end. And although this is the way, I still can't believe that our's didn't go on forever.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

To Want What You Want



You can’t expect the world to give you what you want. So often you grow up the most from things you never could have expected.