To Look In The Mirror

Every time I start to miss you...all I have to do is look at my purple face, feel with every throb how much it is swollen, and remember in detail how scared I was that night...and that original hurt of missing you is replaced with anger and bitterness. Even as the bruises fade and I rebuild my strength, I know one thing will never change.

I will never forgive you for allowing this to happen to me.

To Bruise

I felt my world fall down around me, my world just split apart. Guess it’s alright when you’re left with a broken heart, because you grow with good intentions; you learn more about this life. I watched our empire burn to ashes as you left me there that night. Bruised for now, some bruises just don’t fade. I know somehow, some way, things will get better.

To Break

I hate that feeling when you're about to cry and someone asks you if there's anything wrong or to cheer up and you try to smile but you just physically can't do it, and eventually the effort of trying to smile for this one person has the tears spilling over. It makes me feel so defeated by life when I can't find the strength to smile in those moments.

To That Reoccurring Force

There's something going on with this 4 year gravity pull. No matter how long it's been, it always comes back and it's exactly the same each time.

To Want It Too Much

The feeling of being sick, but you're not really sick. You're just sad, upset, unhappy. You feel like laying in bed all day, like that’ll make it all go away.

To Constant Joy

He makes me happy, and that is all I want.

To Find That Something

Don't search for love, search for someone that makes you happy. Sooner or later, that happiness will evolve into love.