To Forget You Completely

I hate you.

I hate that even with the distance between us that everything in my life seems to remind me of you. Things that I once loved like baseball, mexican food, the beach, traveling, music, and love itself bring back haunting memories that I've grown to hate. I'm sick of thinking about you when nothing else occupies my mind. I wish we had never met, never crossed paths...and most of all never ever allowed our feelings to over power our sensibility. All I want is for one measly day to go by without thinking about you.

To Reconnect

And I hope that someday we could talk and forget that distance ever drove a wedge between us. We could make a bridge out of words, as fragile as it might be the awkward pauses and imcomprehensible mumbling, twisting, and twining into some stronger foothold.

To Fight For Myself

This summer I found what I was looking for. It wasn't a boy. It wasn't love. I found me, and that's all I need right now.

To See You Still Here

I don't miss you anymore, but I do miss being someone's everything.

To Unleash

It's weird, I know the end of something that has taken so much time to get over is coming && I'm so relieved that it's finally here but I still, for some reason want to hold on. Just for one more second...just so it can hurt a little more. After all, this problem has been my life for so long I'm not sure if I'll be used to being free.

To Deal

I'm just not the same without you.

To Realize

She finally gave up and dropped the fake smile. As a tear rolled down her cheek, she whispered to herself; "I can't do this anymore."