To Know You

He is familiar. I can't explain it. Maybe it's something from a past life. But he is familiar. I see him, and he's not a stranger or just a familiar face. He is known to me. My soul must know his, because he's comfortable.

To Remember && Go Back

You wrapped your arms around me, pressing your body against mine. And in that moment of perfection, I knew we were meant to be. I never wanted you to let go of me.

To Think Of The Beginning

Feelings never do make sense. They get you all confused. Then they drive you around for hours before they drop you right back where you started.

To Nearly Give Up

I'm just so tired of being alone. When everyone else around me has someone to love.

To Make Believe

You are the only reason I keep playing pretend. Everything reminds me of you but I don't like to admit it. I don't like to admit that I let someone in my heart break me down and tear me apart. I keep pretending everything's alright. It just keeps hurting more and more.

To Still Play This Game

Even though I like you, in front of you I pretend I don't. Even though I'm hurt, I pretend that I'm fine. Even though I fully know everything, I pretend that I don't know anything. Even though I miss you, I pretend that I feel nothing. Even though I still haven't moved on or let go, I pretend that I moved on. Even though I cry, I pretend that I'm happy and smile.

To Go To Hell

I can't believe this. My heart has stopped. I can't catch mi breath, I feel like I'm going to puke, and I think I'm going to cry for dayys. How could you do this to me?? What have I ever done to you to deserve this?? I've never said this about anyone before but I hate you. Please just leave me be, don't talk to me or act like things are okayy. I'm done with this shit. Done with you. Forever. Goodbye.