There is no "magic cure", no "making it all go away forever". There are only small steps upward; an easier day, an unexpected laugh, a mirror that doesn't matter anymore.
Today, June 28 2011, I'm walking away from the troubles in my life. Today is the day that I decided to put everything and everyone that hurt me in my past behind me. I started my life over today and I will never look back.
I just want to feel better. It’s like all I want to do is go to sleep, thinking that tomorrow will be better. Then I wake up, and sure enough, its not.
There’s just something in my past that I haven’t gotten over yet. Each day is like the last and I miss what I can’t forget. It’s just an empty space where something used to be.