Friday, January 16, 2009


Okay so I'm just saying, losing a best friend is the worst feeling on earth!!!! Well I didn't really lose her its just she is not on the guard anymore. Honestly I am afraid that I am going to lose her in reality because guard is what brought us together and i have a feeling that if she is not there, then things will change...for good.

I never thought mi eyes could produce this many tears or be so red...

Mi whole world is being turned upside down, I dunno how to handle anything or how to keep miself from breaking down. Every second is a fight to hold back the tears and for now...I'm losing horribly.