Sunday, February 28, 2010

To Avoid Thought

He’s gorgeous, but gorgeous is an understatement. More like I am startled every time I see him because I notice something new about him. More like I can’t stop writing third grade run-on sentences because I can’t even remotely begin to describe something, someone, so inherently amazing. More like I’m afraid that if I stare at him too long, I’ll prove my parents right that, yes, my face will get stuck that way. But, honestly, I don’t really mind.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

To Pretend I'm Not Home

Opportunity may only knock once, but temptation tends to lean on the doorbell.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

To Fall 100 Times Over

Please don't look at me that way, you know I'm trying to get over you so don't give me any reasons to fall again.

Monday, February 22, 2010

To Wonder How We Arrived Here

It just happened overnight.
One day we were us, and then one day we weren't anymore.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

To Put An End This Absurdity

Don't talk to me, don't look at me. No, we can't be friends. This little game you have, has got to end. You can't flirt with me like it's nothing. Then act like your upset with me and ignore me. Just go your own way, and I'll go mine. I'm going to get over you, even if it means leaving this place behind.

Friday, February 19, 2010

To Make The Most Of This

The most incredible feeling is knowing that I make you happy.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

To Etch You Into My Mind

My heart beat paces faster and faster, while my eyes try to memorize his face for when I leave. His smile changes my day, and those spicy lips caressing mine in the middle of a sentence send shocks through my spine.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

To Live Your Life

I could care less if you think I'm crazy; someone in this world needs to be themselves.

Monday, February 15, 2010

To Have Limited Time

No one's ever needed me. Truth is I've never wanted anyone to need me, it gets in the way. But I want that from you.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

To Control What's Said

This summer I told all my friends that you were so perfect and now, through the fall and winter months, I’ve learned the art of speaking too soon.

Monday, February 8, 2010

To Really Feel It

The only truly painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said and never explained.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

To Give Up

No pictures or words could ever explain how much I still miss you.
All the time, I miss you.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

To Place All My Bets

I bet you didn’t know that I’m terrified of the dark and every time I think of you, I smile. I bet you don’t know that I hate thunderstorms but love dancing in the rain or how much I laugh with my friends and how much I truly enjoy being happy. I bet you don’t know how many tears I’ve cried just for you or how much I doubt myself every day. I bet you don’t know how ticklish I am or how I can’t make decisions and how it drives me crazy when you look into my eyes. I bet you didn’t know I would do anything to be with you again.

Friday, February 5, 2010

To Continue On

The sooner you realize things will never be the same again, the sooner you can move on.

To Make Good Use Of You

Darling, you didn't waste all those months. With everyday you learned to let go a little more than the last.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

To Want More

It's like as if deserting me wasn't enough.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

To Mark Your Memory

I miss you all the time, but I'm trying with all of my power to not care anymore.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

To Fight You Off

You were just a summer romance. You took my breath away, you made me smile, and you introduced me to your world for a few months. Now it may not have been a big deal to you, but it still means everything to me.

Monday, February 1, 2010

To Think It Through

People ask me who I am. The answer? I don’t really know.
A few years ago I would have said I was a girl who loved life.
A few months ago I would have said I was a girl who loved a boy with everything she had.
Now, I guess you could say I’ve been through a lot and I’ve been broken in many places and in lots of ways. I guess you could say I’m just trying to find my place.

To Put On That Old Song

Yesterday was one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you. Every song I heard somehow related to you. Every movie I watched brought on memories of you. I hate days like that because they remind me of the one thing I don't have.