Friday, April 30, 2010

To Get Things Straight

There are things that you don't want to continue, but you are afraid to end. It's like you don't want to expect anything, but you're still willing to wait.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

To Closing My Eyes

I hate waking up when all I dream about is you. And me. Together.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

To Come Back To You Again

We run back to each other when its convenient. We know that in the end, we're meant for each other, but not right now. So we play games, act like we're okay when one of us has someone else. When in reality, it tears us apart to know that we can be happy with someone else. But it's that slight hope that we will end up together that always keeps us running back.

Monday, April 26, 2010

To Reach For My Dreams

This is my time now. Time to concentrate on what really matters, what has never let me down or made me sad. From this point on my dreams are coming first.

Friday, April 23, 2010

To Be Disappointed Yet Again

I fell for him because of the tilt of his smile, because he can make me laugh. But in this case, mostly because he made me believe that this time I was something different.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

To Take A Risk

This might be my last chance, so maybe I should take it. I just hope you're listening to everything I'm saying.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

To Know Nothing But You

Well, when he doesn't talk to me for a few months again, yeahhh, I'm going to regret letting myself fall for him again. But right now, this is all that I want. So, I'm letting it happen.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

To Start Our Journey

Maybe for once, it's not about the happy ending. Maybe this time it's just about the story.

Monday, April 19, 2010

To Crave Your Company

I think the hardest part of this whole situation is that neither of us knows what’s going on. Neither of us know what the other is thinking. And we are both trying to make decisions on information we don’t know.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

To Describe Us

It’s the kind of relationship where we have a secret handshake, and I beg him to watch Disney movies, while he begs me to watch a scary movie instead. It’s where we laugh and joke all the time, but are serious when the time is needed. It’s where we can make out on my couch, and then laugh when he tries not to look guilty in front of my dad. It's where I can't stop smiling when I'm with him. It’s the kind of love that everyone dreams of, I can guarantee you that.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

To Apologize

The last thing I ever wanted to do was hurt you. But somehow I knew that I was going to break your heart. I'm terribly sorry.

Monday, April 12, 2010

To Go Back To Normal

I'm ready to be the girl I used to be. The one who never cried, never got mad about dumb things. And the one girl that never cared about being in love.

To Hold Something That's Already Gone

It always seems like the whole world is in love when you're alone.

Friday, April 9, 2010

To Need Only One Of You

I just don't understand you. I can't take dealing with two of you. Consistency is what I need and right now that's not what I'm getting from you. I certainly hope that you pick how you want to be before I have to leave this place.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

To Never Letting Go

Here’s to finding him, and holding on tight.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

To Have More Time

We probably won't end up together, I know that. But why not live like we're forever while we have the chance?

Monday, April 5, 2010

To Understand One Another

At the end of the day, I want to be able to fall asleep knowing that our lives are intertwined in a way only we can understand.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

To Grow Up; And Break Out

No one is free, even the birds are chained to the sky.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

To Make You Mine

I thought I could do this without being attached. Just have fun && not give my heart away, but all of a sudden every smile; every word stays with me. I can't get you out of my head.

To Try For Your Love

I want to stare into your eyes and never look away. I want you to hold me in your arms and tell me it's okay. I want to kiss with a passion that only we can share and when it all falls down, I want you to be there.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

To Someone

Never think you're nothing. Never cry at night over not being pretty enough. Never tell yourself you'll never be good enough. Because to someone, you're everything. To someone, you're beautiful. To someone you are the world.