Wednesday, March 30, 2011

To Be In Amazement

Never in my whole life did I think that someone that I'm not even truly that close with would have so many answers for me. It's comforting to know that he's going through almost the same situation as I am. But I feel like his is much worse and I wish I could make it better for him. Hopefully things will work out for him soon. He's a good guy and deserves to be happy. It's just so weird that he knew just what to say to help me out. It's made things so much clearer, I can only hope that I did the same for him.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

To Feel Overwhelmed

It’s hard to keep a level head when the one thing that always calms me is so far away.

Monday, March 28, 2011

To Admit

This is me saying that I'm lost. Speaking words that I don't want to admit to myself. This is me saying that I don't know what to do next. Questioning everything that has happened. This is me saying that I don't know how to slow down what I'm feeling. Making my heart pump the breaks. This is me saying that I'm scared. And asking for help.

To Not Know

No, I don't know what I'm waiting for or how long I'll have to wait. I have no idea what our future may hold, or even what our tomorrow holds for that matter. It's true, I don't know much about us. All I know for sure any more is that he makes me happier than anything else in the world right now.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

To Need A Distraction

I'm going to start making a list...maybe it'll help.

To Work It Out

Yes, we both have our kinks to work out && yes, it'll take us some time. But as long as we spend that time together, it doesn't really matter how long it takes.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

To Treasure You, Not The Situation

This might be a waste of time, but there's no one else I would rather waste my time with. Sometimes, the thing you didn't expect is what you really wanted after all. And sometimes the best thing to do is to stop trying to figure out where you're going, and start enjoying where you are.

Friday, March 18, 2011

To Disbelieve

Sometimes, I can't even believe how lucky I am to have you.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

To Be So Lucky

Instead of thinking about what you’re missing, try 
thinking about what you have that everyone else is missing.

Monday, March 14, 2011

To Just Be

This is exactly what I've been waiting for, you.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

To Have

Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

To Fear

Yes, I admit, I have my insecurities. I'm just afraid of losing the one thing that isn't falling apart right now. My stress reliever and my happiness. It's just when this routine usually starts it means that I'm about to lose everything. And I don't really know if I can handle that right now.

Monday, March 7, 2011

To Notice A Change

Ever since I got back, everything seems different. Strange even.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

To Find What You Love

This speech was given by Steve Job to Stanford's graduating class of 2005. Honestly, I think this speech is brilliant. Whenever I'm feeling uninspired or need some motivation, I listen to this speech. He not only gives advice, but by telling stories of his life, he shows how that advice, along with the right about of drive, can help you to become a successful person.
"Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish."

Friday, March 4, 2011

Thursday, March 3, 2011

To Be Here Now

I know that others have bigger problems than me, but I hate this. I hate that distance rules every aspect of our lives. I wish we had the summer just to be together, like any other college couple, but you've been offered a job at school and may not come home. I've just gotten somewhat used to the 2.5 hours that constantly separate us, but 6.5...I don't know if I can get used to that. And now you want to join the military, which makes me so proud of you, but also puts another divider between us. I want to keep fighting this distance, but it's putting up quite the little battle. Whenever I'm feeling this way I try to remember what you told me:

Distance can't play a role when I care about you this much.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

To Look Within

When you find peace within yourself, you become the type of person who can live at peace with others.