Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Never in my whole life did I think that someone that I'm not even truly that close with would have so many answers for me. It's comforting to know that he's going through almost the same situation as I am. But I feel like his is much worse and I wish I could make it better for him. Hopefully things will work out for him soon. He's a good guy and deserves to be happy. It's just so weird that he knew just what to say to help me out. It's made things so much clearer, I can only hope that I did the same for him.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Monday, March 28, 2011
This is me saying that I'm lost. Speaking words that I don't want to admit to myself. This is me saying that I don't know what to do next. Questioning everything that has happened. This is me saying that I don't know how to slow down what I'm feeling. Making my heart pump the breaks. This is me saying that I'm scared. And asking for help.
No, I don't know what I'm waiting for or how long I'll have to wait. I have no idea what our future may hold, or even what our tomorrow holds for that matter. It's true, I don't know much about us. All I know for sure any more is that he makes me happier than anything else in the world right now.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
This might be a waste of time, but there's no one else I would rather waste my time with. Sometimes, the thing you didn't expect is what you really wanted after all. And sometimes the best thing to do is to stop trying to figure out where you're going, and start enjoying where you are.
Friday, March 18, 2011
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Monday, March 14, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Yes, I admit, I have my insecurities. I'm just afraid of losing the one thing that isn't falling apart right now. My stress reliever and my happiness. It's just when this routine usually starts it means that I'm about to lose everything. And I don't really know if I can handle that right now.
Monday, March 7, 2011
Saturday, March 5, 2011
This speech was given by Steve Job to Stanford's graduating class of 2005. Honestly, I think this speech is brilliant. Whenever I'm feeling uninspired or need some motivation, I listen to this speech. He not only gives advice, but by telling stories of his life, he shows how that advice, along with the right about of drive, can help you to become a successful person.
"Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish."
Thursday, March 3, 2011
I know that others have bigger problems than me, but I hate this. I hate that distance rules every aspect of our lives. I wish we had the summer just to be together, like any other college couple, but you've been offered a job at school and may not come home. I've just gotten somewhat used to the 2.5 hours that constantly separate us, but 6.5...I don't know if I can get used to that. And now you want to join the military, which makes me so proud of you, but also puts another divider between us. I want to keep fighting this distance, but it's putting up quite the little battle. Whenever I'm feeling this way I try to remember what you told me:
Distance can't play a role when I care about you this much.