Friday, May 14, 2010

To Know You

He is familiar. I can't explain it. Maybe it's something from a past life. But he is familiar. I see him, and he's not a stranger or just a familiar face. He is known to me. My soul must know his, because he's comfortable.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

To Remember && Go Back

You wrapped your arms around me, pressing your body against mine. And in that moment of perfection, I knew we were meant to be. I never wanted you to let go of me.

Monday, May 10, 2010

To Think Of The Beginning

Feelings never do make sense. They get you all confused. Then they drive you around for hours before they drop you right back where you started.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

To Nearly Give Up

I'm just so tired of being alone. When everyone else around me has someone to love.

To Make Believe

You are the only reason I keep playing pretend. Everything reminds me of you but I don't like to admit it. I don't like to admit that I let someone in my heart break me down and tear me apart. I keep pretending everything's alright. It just keeps hurting more and more.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

To Still Play This Game

Even though I like you, in front of you I pretend I don't. Even though I'm hurt, I pretend that I'm fine. Even though I fully know everything, I pretend that I don't know anything. Even though I miss you, I pretend that I feel nothing. Even though I still haven't moved on or let go, I pretend that I moved on. Even though I cry, I pretend that I'm happy and smile.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

To Go To Hell

I can't believe this. My heart has stopped. I can't catch mi breath, I feel like I'm going to puke, and I think I'm going to cry for dayys. How could you do this to me?? What have I ever done to you to deserve this?? I've never said this about anyone before but I hate you. Please just leave me be, don't talk to me or act like things are okayy. I'm done with this shit. Done with you. Forever. Goodbye.

To Make Excuses For You

I don't know why. Maybe it's because you're mad. Maybe it's because you're afraid. Maybe it's because you're also a little confused. Maybe it's because you want to act cool. But whatever the reason; you're breaking my heart.

Monday, May 3, 2010

To Act Like This Isn't Killing Me

What's worse than being blindly in love with a guy and not seeing him for what he really is, is being head over heels in love with a guy and seeing him for exactly what he really is.
The asshole, the cheater, the guy who breaks your heart over and over again, and still loving him and still not being able to get over him.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

To Immerse Myself In Your World

And I thought I could do this. And I thought that I could grow emotionless. I thought I could learn to be like you, heartless. But, I was wrong. I’ve grown attached with every smile and every touch.