Monday, November 29, 2010
It's not okay because he made me laugh. Because I didn't have to pretend to be anything other than who I am when I was with him. Because I don't believe that stuff about finding your other half, but because I do believe that what you look for is someone who makes you a better person when you're with them. who changes you for the better, who makes you the best person you can possibly be, and because I thought I had found that in him.
Monday, November 22, 2010
Sunday, November 21, 2010
You really want to know what happened to us? I was sick of dealing with all your bullshit. Half the time what we had was amazing, you gave me butterflies and i was so comfortable around you. But that was only half the time, the other half you acted like a bipolar asshole. One day you loved me & the next it was like you couldn't even stand to be around me. I opened my eyes kid, i don't deserve someone like you and honestly, i feel so sorry for the next girl because she will be left broken.
Friday, November 19, 2010
I suffer in silence. I don’t cry in front of people. I can smile despite how shitty things are. I will always put you before me. I leave my phone on at night just in case someone needs me. It’s because I love everyone else more than I could ever love myself. What can I say, I’m just a fuck up with a good heart.
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
i enjoy the simple things in life, like going out to lunch with my mom and drinking my starbucks coffee. i love grocery shopping and buying trashy magazines at the checkout. i don’t want to get involved with someone who can hurt me. i don’t want to care about someone. i don’t want to have to worry…to hurt. i just want to keep enjoying the simple things in life. i know that is no way to live, but right now that’s the best i got, because being hurt is no way to live either.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Stop saying you’re sorry. You want to know something? I knew. I knew you didn’t feel that way about me. I knew, and I still let it happen...because, well, I figured that one night with you was better than never. So will you stop saying you’re sorry? Because you didn’t know better, but I did.