Tuesday, May 31, 2011

To Get Played

I've been screwed over by my "best friend". So what exactly am I supposed to do now?

No words are strong enough to fix what happened here.

No Title


Monday, May 30, 2011

To Find Something To Do

Had to get out and do something today, so I went on the river with some friends. Tried wakeboarding for the first time and it was a lot of fun...at least for awhile anyway. I just wish I could find something permanent to make everything better again.

To Go Back

I just want to go back to sleep...where it doesn't hurt and I can pretend this is all a huge nightmare.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

To Try To Make Sense Of This

I always like to look on the optimistic side of life, but I am realistic enough to know that life is a complex matter.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

To Keep Trying

Every time I want to give up on him there’s always something inside telling me to just give it time.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

To Be Torn

I'm stuck between what I want...and what I know I deserve.

Monday, May 23, 2011

Sunday, May 22, 2011

To Try And Understand

So I've been dreaming about elephants a lot lately. I'm not really sure what it means, but I hope it is something good or bringing change. Things have been...crazy lately, to say the least. I'm trying to figure out what I want and what is best for me. Happiness is truly the only thing I want, but I don't really know what makes me happy and what doesn't anymore. My vision is clouded. One day things are perfect...the next things have gone to hell. My mind is my enemy, honestly. I just hope that everything is turning around and that this is a sign that things are going to change...whatever that may mean. Guess I'll just go back to sleep, where things kinda make sense.

Saturday, May 21, 2011

To Go Anywhere With You

Adventures are my absolute favorite.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

To Just Be Us, No Titles

Most of the time, the people who are afraid of commitment are the ones who truly understand its real meaning.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

To Relive This

One year has gone by...and not a damn thing has changed. Its funny how one split second decision can make the timing of something else so exact. I ran into someone today that I hadn't seen in over a year, that...I do admit, I kinda miss. But this is all really confusing for me...trying not to over think any of this right now.

Monday, May 16, 2011

To Enjoy This Time

I think I could totally get used to this seeing you every day thing. So let's take advantage of every moment we get together over the next 3 months. And pray that it doesn't fly by too quickly.

To Feel Pure Joy

The sun is only half as bright as the feeling you give me.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

To Make A Change

I just can't shake this feeling. I can't make myself happy and I don't really know what to do. I'm really hoping that it will all go away tomorrow when he's home for good, but then again I'm not entirely sure about that either. My mind is driving me insane and nothing is helping...even something that I always thought would make me happy.

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

To Drop Everything

When you randomly stop what you're doing, take my hand to pull me close to you and start dancing with me -- those are the small moments that mean the most to me.

Monday, May 2, 2011

To Keep Your Side Made

It's hard when you miss people. But you know if you miss someone, that means your lucky. It means you have someone special in your life, someone worth missing.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

To Everyone Else

Thank you for putting us through this situation, really. It has made us stronger and made us realize even more how much we care about each other.
"Baby this is you and me, and me and you until we've got nothing left." <3