Monday, November 30, 2009

To Forget You Completely

I hate you.

I hate that even with the distance between us that everything in my life seems to remind me of you. Things that I once loved like baseball, mexican food, the beach, traveling, music, and love itself bring back haunting memories that I've grown to hate. I'm sick of thinking about you when nothing else occupies my mind. I wish we had never met, never crossed paths...and most of all never ever allowed our feelings to over power our sensibility. All I want is for one measly day to go by without thinking about you.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

To Reconnect

And I hope that someday we could talk and forget that distance ever drove a wedge between us. We could make a bridge out of words, as fragile as it might be the awkward pauses and imcomprehensible mumbling, twisting, and twining into some stronger foothold.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

To Fight For Myself

This summer I found what I was looking for. It wasn't a boy. It wasn't love. I found me, and that's all I need right now.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

To See You Still Here

I don't miss you anymore, but I do miss being someone's everything.

Monday, November 23, 2009

To Unleash

It's weird, I know the end of something that has taken so much time to get over is coming && I'm so relieved that it's finally here but I still, for some reason want to hold on. Just for one more second...just so it can hurt a little more. After all, this problem has been my life for so long I'm not sure if I'll be used to being free.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

To Deal

I'm just not the same without you.

Monday, November 16, 2009

To Realize

She finally gave up and dropped the fake smile. As a tear rolled down her cheek, she whispered to herself; "I can't do this anymore."

Thursday, November 12, 2009

To Watch

There's a fine line between love and wasted time.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

To Ponder Your Absence

Why do we miss a person? Because we're too happy with them, we enjoyed every single moment, that we became so used to the idea of having them around.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

To Dance

To dance with you would be a dream come true,
to dance without you will be hard but will make me strong.
To dance with or without you are the only two options,
but I will dance through life either way.

Monday, November 9, 2009

To Be Unrealistic

A long time ago I decided to stop having expectations for people, but after you came around I just could not help myself.

Friday, November 6, 2009

To Want You

Apparently, I was to live vicariously through her, so I can be with you.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

To Savor

I'm quickly learning that sometimes, you have to try not to care, no matter how much you do because, sometimes, you mean nothing to someone who still means so much to you.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

To Quit

Is it so hard for you to just say what you mean? Instead of toying with me?

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

To Stick To My Word

You know I won't say sorry, the pain has a bad reaction, a blend of fear and passion.

Monday, November 2, 2009

To Cope

I don't miss you, I miss who we were.