Thursday, June 30, 2011

To Look Up

Things always get shaken up right before something incredible comes together. Don’t be afraid, be excited.

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

To A Good Day

There is no "magic cure", no "making it all go away forever". There are only small steps upward; an easier day, an unexpected laugh, a mirror that doesn't matter anymore.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

To A Fresh Start

Today, June 28 2011, I'm walking away from the troubles in my life. Today is the day that I decided to put everything and everyone that hurt me in my past behind me. I started my life over today and I will never look back.

Monday, June 27, 2011

To This Sickenss

I just want to feel better. It’s like all I want to do is go to sleep, thinking that tomorrow will be better. Then I wake up, and sure enough, its not.

To The Truth

Sunday, June 26, 2011

To Every Bad Decision

There’s just something in my past that I haven’t gotten over yet. Each day is like the last and I miss what I can’t forget. It’s just an empty space where something used to be.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

To Transform

Everyone has that one heartbreak that shapes them in a way that they could never go back to the innocence they had before.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

To Take Advantage

In all of this time that I've been wasting on what others thought about me and trying to hold on to some people that I just need to let go, I've found one thing to be true...that I miss dancing with every fiber of my being. While I dance, I cannot judge, I cannot hate, I cannot separate myself from life itself. I can only be peaceful and whole. So with the time I have left I won't be fighting, I won't be struggling with things beyond my control, and most importantly I won't be giving a damn about others opinions of me. But I will be submerging myself in the only thing I am truly passionate about, until my body just won't allow it anymore.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

To Be Done

I'm so over trying to fix everything here. I just want to go somewhere, somewhere far away from here.

Monday, June 20, 2011

To Lose It

For the past few days, or weeks, or however long its actually been...but I have this feeling like I don't know any of the people in my life anymore. And that's what weakens me.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

To Want The Truth

I wish some people in my life would cut the bullshit and be totally honest about something, for once.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

To Realize

I really wish some people would know when enough is enough. I just want to be able to put these past months behind me, but I keep getting reminded of the mistakes I've made. If there is one thing I know for positive in this world it's that I'll never let myself make that same mistake EVER again.

Friday, June 17, 2011

To Find Your True Friends

Treasure the ones who believed in you when you ceased to believe in yourself.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

To Have One Of Those Days

These uncontrollable, recurring thoughts took up all of my mind and will-power tonight. Enough to nearly erase all the progress I've made. I don't want to go back to that person I've been the past few months, but I'm starting to feel lost inside myself again.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

To Originate

The best feeling in the world is finally knowing you took a step in the right direction, a step towards the future where everything that you never thought was possible, is possible.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

To Feel Secure

For the first time, I've found someone I hate leaving. I've found someone that I can't get enough of. I've found someone that accepts me for who I am and doesn't tell me I need to change. Finally, for the first time in my life, I'm safe.

Saturday, June 11, 2011

To Radiate

It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real, I like the way that feels.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

To Something New

"I'm looking forward to us." - A

To Be Happy

Seriously, I cannot stop smiling :) :) My face is hurting...but i kinda like it!!

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

To Set Free

Ohh heyy butterflies, haven't seen you in a while :)

Saturday, June 4, 2011

To See The Good in Goodbye

Every bad situation will have something positive. 
Even a dead clock shows the correct time twice a day.

To Think

Can't really pinpoint how I am feeling tonight:
Overwhelmed. Sick. Worried. Hectic. Nervous. Stressed. Hesitant. Uneasy. Yet at the same time, I feel somewhat peaceful.
It's 3 AM. I'm so exhausted but I'm thinking up a storm. I swear the moments right before I fall asleep are the most active of my whole life.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

To Start The Process

We are all just one small adjustment away from making our lives work.