I hate that even with the distance between us that everything in my life seems to remind me of you. Things that I once loved like baseball, mexican food, the beach, traveling, music, and love itself bring back haunting memories that I've grown to hate. I'm sick of thinking about you when nothing else occupies my mind. I wish we had never met, never crossed paths...and most of all never ever allowed our feelings to over power our sensibility. All I want is for one measly day to go by without thinking about you.