Thursday, March 3, 2011
To Be Here Now
I know that others have bigger problems than me, but I hate this. I hate that distance rules every aspect of our lives. I wish we had the summer just to be together, like any other college couple, but you've been offered a job at school and may not come home. I've just gotten somewhat used to the 2.5 hours that constantly separate us, but 6.5...I don't know if I can get used to that. And now you want to join the military, which makes me so proud of you, but also puts another divider between us. I want to keep fighting this distance, but it's putting up quite the little battle. Whenever I'm feeling this way I try to remember what you told me:
Distance can't play a role when I care about you this much.