Today was rough. I don't know how to explain it and it's not like something in particular happened...I've just been sad, but more than just sad, all day long. It got me thinking how much I miss the girl I used to be. I saw a picture of me and my family a few years ago and I could tell that I used to be genuinely happy. I miss that. I wish I could get back to that person I used to be but I feel like I'm so far away from that girl that I don't know if I could ever go back. And I think that's what upsets me most.