To Keep Trying

Every time I want to give up on him there’s always something inside telling me to just give it time.

To Be Torn

I'm stuck between what I want...and what I know I deserve.

To Bypass Reality

Sleep is my only escape now.

To Try And Understand

So I've been dreaming about elephants a lot lately. I'm not really sure what it means, but I hope it is something good or bringing change. Things have been...crazy lately, to say the least. I'm trying to figure out what I want and what is best for me. Happiness is truly the only thing I want, but I don't really know what makes me happy and what doesn't anymore. My vision is clouded. One day things are perfect...the next things have gone to hell. My mind is my enemy, honestly. I just hope that everything is turning around and that this is a sign that things are going to change...whatever that may mean. Guess I'll just go back to sleep, where things kinda make sense.

To Go Anywhere With You

Adventures are my absolute favorite.

To Just Be Us, No Titles

Most of the time, the people who are afraid of commitment are the ones who truly understand its real meaning.

To Relive This

One year has gone by...and not a damn thing has changed. Its funny how one split second decision can make the timing of something else so exact. I ran into someone today that I hadn't seen in over a year, that...I do admit, I kinda miss. But this is all really confusing for me...trying not to over think any of this right now.