To Get Played

I've been screwed over by my "best friend". So what exactly am I supposed to do now?

No words are strong enough to fix what happened here.

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Hurting.

To Find Something To Do

Had to get out and do something today, so I went on the river with some friends. Tried wakeboarding for the first time and it was a lot of fun...at least for awhile anyway. I just wish I could find something permanent to make everything better again.

To Go Back

I just want to go back to sleep...where it doesn't hurt and I can pretend this is all a huge nightmare.

To Try To Make Sense Of This

I always like to look on the optimistic side of life, but I am realistic enough to know that life is a complex matter.

To Keep Trying

Every time I want to give up on him there’s always something inside telling me to just give it time.

To Be Torn

I'm stuck between what I want...and what I know I deserve.