To Not Give Up

This is by far my favorite song on the radio right now, not to mention how cute this music video is :)

To Differentiate

No matter how carefully you choose your words, they’ll always end up being twisted by others.

To Lounge Around

Anyone can make you happy, by doing something special; 
but only someone special can make you happy without doing anything.

To Be Happy With You

The past three days just seem like a huge blur. I can't distinguish what's real and what's not, what I'm thinking and what's really happening. I just want things to go back to normal. I'm sick of feeling sick to my stomach whenever I'm awake. I so badly want to be able to trust you again. But more than that, I need you to man up and be the guy I know you can be. I just want us to be us again.

To Stay Through The Hurt

I don't really know what to do. I mean I want to be with you and that's not going to change, no matter what. But this news just hurts, really really hurts. I'd give anything to not think about it for just a minute or two because its been the only thing on my mind for the past 2 days. And thinking about it make me feel sick, physically sick. Yes, I'm glad you drove all the way out to see me and be there for me through the worst of it last night, but still...I just can't seem to shake this. I've had to surround myself with people all day because I'm afraid that if I'm alone...even for a second...that I'll have another panic attack and you're too far away to put your arms around me in order to calm me down this time. Part of me wishes I never knew so at least I wouldn't have to deal with thinking about it all the time. This is literally the hardest thing I've ever had to endure and I'm not really sure how to handle it.

To Receive Such Good News

It's official, we get our summer together!! Yes, you'll still be in school && yes, I'll be working but at least we'll have the ability to see each other everyday. I don't think I could be any happier right now...well only if the next 3 weeks would fly by, stat!!

To Watch You Leave

The first couple of minutes after you leave on Monday mornings are the hardest. And the rest of that day doesn't get much easier. Everything seems emptier and all I can do is focus on the next time I'll see you.